I am pretty aware of my hair state. I also do not like it. But I refuse to put my hair back into the hating age. I love myself too much to go back there right now. But I also feel comfortable with it and that is what should matter. Stop trying to hold me back, everyone! Let me have the hair that I have. I knew one of the things that would piss me the most coming back was the constant need of justifying to others, mostly the people who don't matter at all.
Just let me be.